i'm living in the CT of muZEEc

SALONPAS IS MY FRIEND!!!

2010-04-13T23:39:00.003+08:00

ahahah...sorry for the late update...
i'm lazy as always...

are you not gonna apologize me???

it's ok lol...

cause i've got my punishment...

MY BACK PAIN IS COMING BACK!!!

@$%$%&*!!!

but not to worry...

cause it's the reunion of the SALONPAS(koyot or heat patch) and me!!!

muahahah...!!!

my back is in pain cause of the heavy bag that i brought to poly on the induction programme day...there's laptop inside the bag that why it's heavy...

hey!!i made friends there!!!

it's funny cause some of them said that i look like a chinese at first...hmm...

it's not the first anyways...i've encouter people who thought that i was a chinese...

and they didn't approach me because of that...

PEOPLE!!! I'M KIND!!!

there was even a funny incident where a junior of mine asked me whether i was a peranakan...

i was like !!!!!...

ahahah...

kekeke...anyways, since i've got back pain, i complained a lot about it...and then my older sis said that i need my friend THE SALONPAS...

ahahah...

do you know she said that???

since i was in a symphonic band, i was a baritone saxophonist...

and the baritone saxophone was like gigantic for me...but i was a strong girl and persevere with the heavy mass of the saxophone...keke..i know i'm conceited...ahahha...

usually after a performance/exchange programme ,i would always paste SALONPAS on my back because of sore pains...

since then i made 'friends' with the SALONPAS...

THE END.

ahaha...how was it??? boring i know...keke...thanks for those who persevere through reading this post...ahaha....

see ya...

~back pain is UNBEARABLE~

drinking a cup of tea

2010-04-06T14:41:00.000+08:00

i love tea!!!
wintermelon tea
chrysanthemum tea
green tea
lemon tea
peach tea
tea Tea TEA!!!
ahaha...
drinking a cup of tea now...*slurp*

2010-02-10T22:05:00.005+08:00

i just had to post this ...
YOOGEUN IS just TOO CUTE just look at his face...aigoo

haha... very large lung capacity indeed... wow amazing...
hear his scream - APPAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!~~~

he even make his own WAKE-UP song... 일어나(i reon na) means wake up in korean...

he says the rice cake is a snake...
ah...super duper cute...i want to pinch his cheek...so chubby...

just look at his expression after he did that...

CUTE...
credits: myz0525@youtube

2010-02-08T20:11:00.005+08:00

actually i'm lazy to update right now...but it's better to do it now than later right???
i'll be uploading pics some other time...too lazy liaos...

you know that on the tuesday (020109) was the OH JOONSUNG drama consert?
i went for it...kekeke...it was the second day of the concert actually...
me and my sis were sitting in the middle of 2nd row...it's very NEAR to the stage than we expected...LOLS...so when the concert starts we were listening to the ost songs from korean drama...to tell you the truth some of the audience were really rude cause they were screaming and making noises when they were not suppose to...
Mr. Joon Sung was funny during his talk...he kept saying ," i love singapore" a lot of times...and also said ,"SHINee my friend", "DBSK my friend" ..."lee minho not my friend"...ahaha...
so when Bobby Kim when out, my sis went to take a pic of him...he really looks good in real life...even though he was wearing sunglasses...and he can speak english very well too...

and then SHINee came...the whole hall was enveloped by the ~~FANGIRLS~~ SCREAMING, SCREECHING and more... and the funny thing was when they came out, we and most of the audience brought out their cameras and start to photographed them even though no photography or any recordings were allowed...and the officials there did not stop us from doing that...(this happened in the first day of the concert too)...JONGHYUN was standing right in our (me and my sis) view...i was like spazzing inside...

THEY LOOKed SUPER DUPER ~~GOOD~~ HANDSOME (and still are) IN REAL LIFE...it's like seeing the seven wonders...*spazz*

SHINee sang COUNTDOWN and STAND BY ME...
actually my sis wanted me to record a video of them with her phone but the ~~stupid phone~~ won't allow me to do that... so , i took out my phone in a super fast mode and took a video of them...but i only managed to took about 30 seconds only...one reason is that i saw jonghyun having a super sour face ... during the introduction and performing those songs, he was like singing with his head down looking at the floor...like he didn't want to be photographed...but the others were the exception...onew and key was like waving their arms side to side while taemin was doing little dances which was too cute... >.< ... i don't know if i was imagining but i had eye-contact TWICE with jonghyun while he was singing...*spazz*... my sis was much more lucky...actually when my sis looked at ONEW(her fav) doing some big actions, she were flailing all over which attract TAEMIN's attention for a while... asdasfhsguaadafsfsff this is so unacceptable *MAD* *MAD*...and she also said that she had an eye-contact with jonghyun too...

we knew most of the audiences wanted to come to this concert cause of SHINee, so we were expecting that those girls will escape out before the concert ends...it's super duper true...they went out before it ended which was totally rude of them to do so... this is because they thought that they would be able to get SHINee's signatures (like after the 1st day of the concert)...but they wrong...SHINee went straight to the airport and went back to Korea...being true human beings with the feeling of sympathy and having basic etiquette,most of the audience and us remained till the end of the concert and we were having so much fun singing , PARADISE and because i'm stupid with mr. joon sung...

since SHINee went back home , me and my sis thought that we were still be able to have BOBBY KIM's and the others' signatures (cause we were sure that those who only wanted SHINee's signature didn't bother to have the others' autograph)...but to our disappointment, BOBBY KIM also went back to Korea...so we took Mr. Oh Joon Sung, the back-up singers and Mario&'s autographs...
we were quite content to the extent that we took pictures of them...

the funny thing is since onew was my sister's favourite ,we were kind of expecting her taking loads and loads of ONEW pics but it wasn't lol...mostly were JONGHYUN's and TAEMIN's pictures...especially JONGHYUN's were the clearest among the clearest...
my sis even forgotten about taking MINHO's and KEY's pic(she took only one of each) cause they were too far away from our view...i can feel her sorrows...hahah....

i will update those pics and the 30s low quality video (which was recorded by yours truly) if i need/want to ...tag me if you want to see them...i'm sure am LAZY...ahaha...

SHINee in SG airport

2010-01-30T15:58:00.006+08:00

hehe...yesterday i went to the airport with my sis...it was a long way there...
we took the LRT then the MRT ,transfer here, transfer there... but i'm not complaining cause most of the time travelling to the airport , i found a place to sit...

we went to Terminal 2 arrival area belt 32 at around 6.30pm specifically and when we reached our destination, the place was already packed lol...but luckily, we found a place which is rather close to the barricade ( 2 heads away)...
and the funny thing is after a while, we suddenly realised that we were farther away than before(4 heads away from the barricade)...and the security helpers(?) kept pushing the barricades away which makes some of the fans angry...and the security there was tight too...

the arrival of the plane kept delaying, at first it was 8.22(?) and then 8.39 and after that it changed into 8.44 pm...i told my sis that the pilot don't know how to fly the plane that's why it kept delaying all the time...

we waited and waited and waited...we kept ourselves(cameras and phone) ready just to take a pic/video of them, while we waited, we saw a girl who had this hairstyle that totally make her really resembles KEY...haha...
at that time , my sis was on the verge of giving up taking pictures of SHINee, she said she wanted to take a picture of that 'key' girl...
but luckily she did not...she wants to save her face lol...

there's too many false alarm...so everytime the fans started shouting me and my sis kept raising our phones and camera in the air and kept sighing when there's no one out from that gate...
it really pissed us off(some of the fans ,including me and my sis)...
some of there fans that were surrounding us at that time were really friendly cause when we can't see the view, they would give us some space for us(CAUSE WE ARE SHORT-PEOPLE)...
...hehe...

for the first time, i thank GSS for teaching me the P word in P.R.I.D.E. which is perseverance...without it, i wouldn't have took the video...ahahhah

WARNING:LOWER DOWN YOUR VOLUME...the fangirls were screaming their lifes away...screaming like hell broke loose...

sorry for the low quality...but hey, it's better than nothing...

eheheh...sorry for the constant tilting and the shaking of the camera cause people start pushing and my sis started pulling me...
when SHINee came out from the arrival gate at 10 pm , i felt like someone has poked something in my ears...THE ENDLESS SCREECHING AND SCREAMING AND SHOUTING...you don't wanna go there at that time...btw,no, i was not the one screaming in that video...i think it's the person beside me who were screaming...that's why at the end of the video,it sounded like i was the one screaming...but i'm not...
and oh yeah, my sis did took a photo of onew...
look at the bottom-left of the pic...as you can see, that guy became a new fanboy of SHINee or maybe onew....hehehe...new fanboy on the list...

i can't imagine i missed my favourite out...he was walking soo damn fast larh...seriously...
the one with a black hat is jonghyun while the want wearing a green hoodie is KEY...
minho wearing a red cap was surprising SHORT(not short short but short tall...you know what i mean)...shorter than the man beside him...
by the time they went pass, people started pushing us away to get close to those guys...
but one person still haven't come out yet...
our dubu(tofu) leader ONEW...hehe...when all those front people went out, we rushed to their place and you know what, i was so damn close to ONEW when he passed...the only barrier is the barricade and nothing else...how cool is that?ahaha...but i saw that onew was kinda limping on the way out...
fans in SHINee forum said that yoogeun(hello baby's baby) also came to singapore but i kinda missed him too...he was in a stroller with his mom pushing it...are there gonna film hello baby here??
heheh...
it was worth while waiting for around 3 hours for them...
i can see that ONEW is really shining at that time even though he's in pain...take care of yourself kkay???
after they were gone i was like still star-strucked by them and kept watching the video over and over(still doing it right now) and i even called my mom to tell all the events that happened ...

right now i am still spazzing...hehehe...
HELLO AND WELCOME SHINEE AND YOOGEUN TO SINGAPORE!!!have a nice trip here...
OMG...we are sharing the same air and land together...and since Singapore is a small country, i can feel the 'closeness' between me and them...ahaha

and i just wanna thank those who went out to see the other 4 before their leader came out...
without them leaving their space,and me snatching their place away, i would not be THAT close to onew...kekeke....

that's all...

can't take it

2010-01-27T23:15:00.004+08:00

today was the most heartbreaking day i've had ever experience...
i don't know why but even though i got through the choice i wanted, there's still something in me feels really unsure about this...i am still trying to find the reason for my moodiness right now...

even the feeling of happiness was short-lived after i've answered a call.
the caller seems to have had a rough day today...
not being able to make her feel better , i asked my friends to try to cheer her up even a little...
it seems that even though she is feeling kinda better, i am still feeling worried on whether will she be able to cope with this situation...
after dealing with that, my other friend told me that , she really feel that she cannot tahan(stand) her mother's nagging...
i don't even know what to do and simply replied ,"don't be like that lar" which i think doesn't help her at all larh...
which is why i don't like it when my friends are having problems, cause when they are sad/disappointed or whatever, i'm feeling the same thing...

i'm actually wearing a mask, a facade, today...people around may feel that i'm feeling fine but i'm not... seriously, i'm not...
cause i am feeling inferior right now...it just came out unexpectedly...
this is so making me stressed out...
i hope i will be feeling better tomorrow...
i hate this kind of feeling... ~~it sucks to the core~~

sometimes i just wished that i have no emotions at all...

to the point that i can't take it anymore...

2010-01-25T14:00:00.002+08:00

I AM SO SORRY

i thought it was today that they were going out together,
to my horror, it was not...
it will be on Wednesday...

i don't know anything about this at all...
and i think that i will get blamed after they found out that i was the one who spilled the beans...
i am so gonna get it from them...
i don't know what to do right now...
i hope she will not notice that something is going to happen today...
i am terribly sorry
...

2010-01-23T20:00:00.009+08:00

kekekeke...
next week will be a busy week for me...
basically the end of the week...
heheh...i heard that F.T Island will be coming to Singapore on the 29th but SHINee will having a fan-meeting on the same day...
WAIT...is this correct???...ahh...i got my schedule all mix up...idk what day for what event anymore...AHH...
*i am a Short.Term.Memory person*
on behalf of myself, i apologise for having STM right now...
actually my sis wanted to go and meet SHINee at the airport(before the fan-meeting) but i don't know whether i should accompany her or not...cause i'm lazy to go out...keke...but she said she's able to go alone...she's turning 21 this year... it's okay for her to go alone, i guess...since my parents know about 'SHINee coming to Singapore' kind of thing...and we've got FULL APPROVAL from our parents to attend the concert and the fan-meeting...OH YEAH!!! *draws out a peace sign*...
and do you want to know something???
we (my sis and i) think that our dad likes minho since Dream Team cause when we watch D.T, our dad will asked,"is Minho in?"...and when Minho was one of the member in D.T, our dad will point out to him and say, "hey, that's me over there you know..."
and we would like roll our eyes...
ahahah...
what about my mom?...
judging from her only asking ,"is that the guy who keeps smiling and having a 'bowl-cut' hair?(it was during the [Nuna Nomu Yeppo promotion])" every time SHINee is performing (especially during [Ring Ding Dong]) , i suspect that she like Taemin...
what about my little bro?...
WELL, let's just say he likes [RING DING DONG]...hehehe...it's true LOL...
my sis?
looking at her wallpaper on the computer screen i can say that she likes Minho and Onew...
me???
IT'S A SECRET...kekeke...i think atiQue knew LOL...there was once when i spill out the person(in SHINee) that i like to her...and she told me about the last time that i said that i don't like that person that i like right now....
confusing huh???...me too... xD

something else, i heard from my sis that Brown Eyed Girls will be coming to Singapore in early February...
i was like...what the ???
why suddenly Korean idol groups are coming to Singapore?... ~~well, i'm not complaining though~~...>.<...2PM please come back...my friend wanted to see you REAL BAD...hehehe...
it's nice when they come to Singapore...
WELCOME TO SINGAPORE...hehe...
*will be waiting for DBSK to come.sigh.* ,it's impossible i guess

ahahah...
that's all then...
NEXT WEEK here i come...*whoosh*

2010-01-21T18:26:00.004+08:00

HEY YO FINALLY...is this what you have been waiting for???[so random...=D]
HEHEHE... xD

yesterday, since my poor sis didn't get to eat breakfast in the morning, i decided to accompany her to Banquet to eat there since she asked me to...hehe...but before that, we went to bbp to buy groceries and some stuff to be bought...
so many things to carry + heavy too...luckily i accompanied her...or else i don't know what would happen...haha...
yesterday made me really think hard about my fitness...
i had sores on my left arm and this makes me conclude that...........
i need to exercise SOON...
since i step down from band, i didn't 'exercise' my arm muscles by carrying instruments like before so, i find it very tiring...hah...*sigh*

SAMEEN's birthday and SHINee is coming soon...hehe...can't wait...
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
~~be careful a retard is on the loose~~ xD

2010-01-19T18:27:00.002+08:00

i'm my own self again...hehe...xD

SCREAM!!!!

sorry , i just heard something amazing from my sister...
you know that SHINee is coming right???
i'll be attending the concert which SHINee will be attending...

that is just the first part...the second part i won't be able to tell you...*it's a secret*
hehe...!!!

yesterday night,while getting ready to sleep, i can't stop smiling cause before that i had watched [god of study] which makes me really 'high'...ahaha...
right now still can't stop smiling...
smile with me people...xD
that's all from me...

2010-01-17T22:14:00.006+08:00

...FEEL FREE TO SKIP THE RANTING PART...
...highlight to view...

---RANT STARTS HERE---

don't you feel irritated when one of your younger siblings get special treatment either from your mom or dad???

i am going to say FREAKING YES...
i am ANNOYED by him seriously...
he's like freaking primary five this year and look who is packing his bag every night ??? MY MOM...
what is he doing during that time???
PLAYING THE COMP...SPECIFICALLY ROBLOX...i don't get how he came about playing those lame games which involves boxes...seriously he is PLAYING BOXES FOR GOODNESS SAKE...ARGHHH...
who usually wash his school shoes??? ME AND MY SIS...
why can't he wash them by himself??? my mom said that he is TOO YOUNG to do that...like what the???!!!
TOO YOUNG???TOO YOUNG...???!!!!

and when we(me and my sis) asked our mom the reason why he can't go to school by himself, my mom said, this time even boys can get bullied...WHAT??? his school is like 3 Blocks away!!!
we (me and my sis),when we were the same age as him, even need to take a transport to reach our school, and she said she is worried about him???
just now when i asked him to pack his bag, my mom don't allow him to do that...why???because she 'claimed' that he still can't do that by himself....mom , he can learnlah...why won't you let him do that???
she said wait until he is in secondary school???
that is like too old for him to start packing by himself...
he should start doing that from young, mom...
please let him grow faster!!! ~~and slimmer~~

---MY RANT STOPPED HERE---

anyways, i went to madrasah and made a new friend,she is also azurah's friend...hehe...so happy...and also,today our class was full with students,i think the ustazahwas also shocked by that...a 'miracle' had happened...ahahaa...
i've watched 2d1n...very funny episode...i like it when sugeun was trying to avoid seunggi's cooking...
tomorrow gonna watch [god of study]...i really can't wait...

sorry for the rant...truly sorry....

2010-01-15T20:12:00.003+08:00

just watched music bank ... Jokwon and Gain [we fell in love] is no. 1...yay!!! this couple is like damn cute larh...i want them to be together for real...i don't care what the netizens said but i want them to date already...~~most of the netizens want that to happen also~~...JUST DATE ALREADY!!!...
goodbye stages for 2PM and Shinee...i like the goodbye stage cause they performed two songs at a time...so me and my sis were literally dancing to HEARTBEAT and RING DING DONG...

anyways, i went to atiQue's blog and was shocked that she had also change her blog...coincidence or what??? it's funny and creepy at the same time...ahahah...

changed into a new skin!!!

2010-01-15T15:37:00.002+08:00

hello peeps!!!how are you today???
well it's been quite busy for me cause there's something wrong with my blogskin and that is why i've changed it into a new one... i know it's very plain ~~deal with it~~ but i like simplicity...but hey! it's my blog anyways...
i didn't eat since i woke up cause trying to fix the blog here and there.therefore i'm really starving right now...since i have no mood in writing a post right now, i'll end it here...hehe...don't forget to tagg alrites??? xD

God of Study + BREAK OUT MV

2010-01-14T22:24:00.014+08:00

I'm currently watching a korean drama , (upcoming drama in KBS WORLD until [IRIS] ends...)
It's about a lawyer wanting to help the school to not be shifted(?) into another area by having 5 of the students there entering a prestigious university in Korea...

From left to right:Lee Chan Ho(20) as Oh Bong Goo, Park Ji Yeon(T-ARA)(16) as Na Hyun Jung,Yoo Seung Ho(16) as Hwang Baek Hyun, Go Ah Sung(17) as Gil Pulip and Lee Hyun Woo(16) as Hong Chan Doo.

Dragon Zakura is the related TV series to this...so since i didn't watch Dragon Zakura, i don't know how will this story goes...basically i watched this drama without subtitles...ahaha...from what i know this drama teaches us some techniques to do problems...(i don't understand a thing cause there's no subtitles...)

i don't know actually which pairing to root for either Baek Hyun-Pul Ip or Chan Doo-Pul ip...i do actually know that Chan Doo has feelings for Pul Ip( i kept thinking of TULIPS every time Pul Ip comes into my mind). and that Baek Hyun also treat Pul Ip differently than Hyun Jung who is always clinging beside him...hmm...it's hard to choose...must wait for more episodes to confirm which pair i will root for... since this is sort of a school/educational(?) drama, i will not be surprised if there's no pairing...who cares if there's no romance in this drama,i want to learn the techniques...besides, i can always dream about the pairing that i'll like...for example the SoEul pairing...since there's a very little development between those two, i can also rely on fanfics to satisfy myself(i'm sort of a fanfic addict xD)...
Lee Hyun Woo is darn cute right??? he was born the same year as me...we also share the same horoscope...but he is older than me(i can call him oppa!!!)... he was born on 23 March 1993( i remembered his birthday...this is to show that i have a MAJOR ~~crush~~ on him) he doesn't even look like his age...i'm jealous...lol...

i just watched[Break out] by tvxq mv...kinda sad that there's no group filming...i hope there's another version of this...maybe a white version??? since the one i watched was filmed in a dark background...
i'm in love with break out...ahh...listening just once makes me move to the beat and continuously listening to it all over again...
ah~~~....
this is kinda long post ...so thank you for having the time to read my post...so sorry for the long update...hehe...
that's all... <333>

my life according to the Gods Rising from The East[TVXQ]!!!!

2010-01-14T22:04:00.008+08:00

I posted this in my facebook just a while ago and i think i should post in here cause i need to update my blog like Atique said so...I felt guilty when i didn't update my blog even after i asked her to do that...Sorry Atique!!!
basically my O level results is okay(in my P.O.V) cause i'm not that clever like my sisters...yesterday i had just registered all my choices and i hope i can get my first choice...i want to go to a poly that my eldest sis when to...

Here i go:

Using only the song names from one artist,cleverly answer these questions.you can't use the artist i used.Try not to repeat a song title.It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to  ( artist name)...

Artist : 
-TVXQ

Are you a male or female: 
- Flower Lady

Describe yourself: 
- Heart,Mind and Soul

How do you feel: 
- Colours~Melody and Harmony

Describe where you currently live:
- Magic Castle

If you could go anywhere, where would you go: 
- Close to You

Favorite method of transportation?: 
- Runaway

You want to: 
- Kiss the Baby Sky

Your best friend is: 
-Lovin' You

You and your best friends are: 
- Together

What's the weather like: 
- Summer Dream

Favorite time of day: 
- Stay With Me Tonight

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: 
- Begin

What is life to you: 
- Unforgettable

Your fear:
- Are You a Good Girl?

What is the best advice you have to give: 
- Step by Step

Thought for the Day: 
- HEY!!!(don't bring me down)

My Soul's Present Condition:
-Survivor

My Motto:
-The Way You Are.

That's all folks...the next update will be coming out shortly...

LOL with me...

2009-12-28T20:51:00.015+08:00

well...since the previous days were boring to me i have nothing to share...
except these...

this is what happens when Yoochun-shi throws away his image...

from this:

to this:

and finally this:
what happened to you???

Changmin-shi the past and present...look how handsome he had grown...

the past:
debut picture.
aigoo. so cute~~~!!!>.<>his famous eye-smile...^.~

and the present:HANDSOME~ *dazzling*the oh-so-~~pretty~~ handsome changmin-shi...his hair kinda look like Lee Seunggi right???

oh well...watched the latest episode of 1n2d on youtube... as in the latest episode in Korea...
it's nice to watch Kim Jongmin back from his 2-year service (sort of NS in Singapore)..he's really funny and his smile,laughter is contagious ... a smile is always plastered on his face all the time...i like him...heheh...


HEHE...that's all from me... xD

busy week washed with excitement...

2009-12-24T20:57:00.005+08:00

such a busy week !!! cause...
yesterday:TVXQ day
today: Christmas eve
tomorrow: CHRISTMAS -->you people(& i) must be really happy!!! merry Christmas to you!!! music bank special is a must watch...atiQue remember to watch music bank tomorrow...!!!
26/12 :- TVXQ 6th anniversary woohoo!!! they are still going strong despite all those things that happened to them... way to go TVXQ!!! TVXQ FTW!!!
- neighbour's wedding...congrats to her...

hankyung must be really brave to have a say in his contract...ELFs must support him and the rest...i'm sure they are having a tough time right now...maybe they want their fans to support them... so ELFs and Cassies must keep the faith...hwaiting...!!!

oh yar...on monday(?)... me,my sis, bro and father went to watch avatar...actually to tell you the truth i kinda dazed out~~slept~~ in the middle of the movie cause i was pretty tired...ahaha...my favourite were all the fighting scenes cause i was really excited watching the battle with the avatars and humans...ahaha...watching it with 3D is absolute fun!!!
after watching it we went to the car wash to have our car washed...it was kinda cool to watch inside the car while the washers wash it...even though it was not the first time watching our car being washed by humans or machines , i was still amazed when our car is being washed..i even took a picture of our car while being washed...ahaha...

2010 is coming...hope it will be more exciting (less drama) and good things than 2009...<---kpop has suffered the most from it...hope it will be better for them in the coming 2010...
that's all from me today...

EDIT: just wanna show you this video...it's about kpop boybands and girlbands making mistakes while they are performing..will guarantee to make u LOL...
i personally like tvxq, suju, snsd ,shinee and big bang mistakes...

Credit: the uploader(kpopfun)...part 2 is in his/her profile...go check it out!!!

amazing day today

2009-12-18T22:58:00.006+08:00

my phone cover broke again...pathetic...right now, it looks like a jigsaw puzzle to me...i need to buy a new one...a rubber one...

just this afternoon my family and i went to science centre and went to the body world exhibit...at the entrance for the exhibit, we were told to take a photo together by the photographer...she told us that we were supposed to stand there while she take the shots...the stupid me came by to say hello and asked me this in my head ... :-

starring : the stupid me
location: in my head
stupid me (in my head): eh?? why do we need to take injections to enter the exhibition???
~~i then fold up my left sleeve unconsciously~~
stupid me(still in my head) : where's the the injections and the chairs??? don't we need to sit when we are taking the shots???
END.

the photographer asked us to stand together...which i did unconsciously again...by then i knew that they were taking a family photo of us...stupid right??? super stupid of me to think like that...then i told my sis and she gave me "damn-you're-really-stupid" face...i think...i don't remember the details after that...i was still in shock cause of the situation before ~~which embarrassed me mentally~~...

in the exhibit, i try really hard to absorb much of the useful information there but those big biology words really hate me cause i don't understand a thing...even my sister said that those aren't english words...those are 'scientific' words....which means even my sis ~~whose the cleverer of the two~~ don't understand...how can my parents and brother seemed to be interested in those things when they don't understand ~~i'm assuming that they don't understand a thing..~~ ...and my brother is only freaking 10???

then we went to a coffee shop around teck whye and we ate rice with kang kong , sweet and sour chicken and hotplate bean curd~~don't know the name...sorry~~... the funny thing is that all the rice and the servings were tremendously cleaned by us...this is to show that we were extremely hungry...i don't what they felt when they saw us eat like we had never eaten before...truly amazing...usually we won't be able to finish up all the food on the table even though my parents are the one who forcefully tried to empty the plates ~~including me~~...we had an early and wonderful dinner just because we were hungry...ahahah...

well i'm obviously back home and watching j-drama again to relax myself from those embarrassing and annoying moments...
need to go...those dramas are waiting for me~~!!!...

btw atiQue thank you for those HOT pictures of him...i literally died just by looking at them... i owe you a favour...

way to go zakiah + j-dramas + jemput-jemput

2009-12-17T21:28:00.004+08:00

way to go zakiah...
i got 'slammed' by atiQue in her blog ~~it's funny btw~~...it's kinda of what i expected...how can i know that i'm gonna dream about him??? BTW i've dream about junsu before but it was ages ago ~~i can still vividly remember the dream you know...~~...i'm not gonna tell you the dream was about ~~or else i would get 'slammed' really hard by cassies(dbsk's fanclub)~~... it's sad cause the dream never come back...so let me savour the dream about Taemin in a meanwhile okay???

gonna watch Koizora(drama) that atiQue recommended me to watch...actually i've watched Koizora(movie) before and it's really sad...or is it??? i can't really remember...
i'm re-watching Zettai Kareshi which means Absolute Boyfriend right now...it's about someone having a boyfriend which is actually a robot... and then Koizora will be next... can't wait to watch it... ~~i must be prepared,must have a box of tissues beside me...~~
QUESTION FOR atiQue: how come you know that i won't like Mei-chan no Shitsuji???

anyways i've made jemput-jemput with my mom...tried it and i like it...BTW, my mom asked me to go to a cookie-making lesson at my neighbour's house which is in front of my house...she kept babbling about it just now when we were frying jemput-jemput...but i don't want to go alone...anyone wanna accompany me???

my dream + mei-chan no shitsuji,drama + language

2009-12-16T10:49:00.008+08:00

Finally the dream where stars/artists are involved finally came!!! Taemin ,wondergirls and jyp were inside my dream last night ...i can't tell you the full details of my dream cause it's really awkward but i remembered Taemin gave me a bouquet of flowers!!!~~~~~ah~~~!!!(dies)~~ atiQue must be feeling jealous right now...>.<
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have watched Mei-chan no Shitsuji until episode 5...i feel like not continuing cause it doesn't appeal to me that much like Hanazakari no Kimitachi e , Kurosagi , Nobuta wo Produce and Atashinchi no Danshi ~~just noticed that Horikita maki-san were cast in those dramas...~~ even though Mei-chan no Shitsuji has a higher rating than Atashinci no Danshi... i'll try to finish watching the drama...after this i may watch Tokyo dogs...from what i know from wiki.d-addicts.com it says there that it's about police(?)/crime... ~~i guess there'll be a lot of actions going on in the drama...~~ but i think i'm gonna re-watch Atashinci no Danshi again before Tokyo Dogs cause it's still airing in japan...so i must wait for the drama to end and it must be subbed before i can watch it...
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yesterday, Azurah messaged me this :
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Azurah:Hey how's life?

and this is what i replied:
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me:normal but my knowledge is getting poorer,my language suddenly become limited ~~sorry for my terrible choice of words~~ ... i think it's bad...etc.
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seriously, it's getting poorer everyday...i don't know why...i think it's because of watching dramas that aren't in english/malay language...ah~~!!!

that's all for now... getting depressed because of this...*shrugs*

it's XIAHday!!! + melon awards + random

2009-12-15T15:57:00.012+08:00

it's his day today ...our Kim Junsu/ Xiah Junsu... it's XIAHDAY today!!!~~~
happy birthday to him~~~!!!saengilchukahamnida~~~!!! credit:dbsk soompi thread
look how cute he was when he's young? kawaii ne?<3>.<

credit:dbsk soompi thread
this was when junsu was being ~~bullied~~ hugged by the magnae Changmin...he still looked happy...ahaha...

credit:as tagged
junsu was on a wheelchair during their 4th live tour in Japan...sad to see him in that condition...T.T

MELON AWARDs
it's not surprising to see the results...~~SM domination~~ as some might say... i'm delighted to see that DBSK won "2009 star" and "2009 mania"...

f(x) also won "2009 new artist" category...and ring ding dong...not going to say anything...it's just as expected as the rest of the recipients...congrats to them!!!

Credit: Melon Music Awards 2009 - http://www.melon.com/svc/awards/index.jsp

who's gonna receive the awards???hmm... ~~i would not want to see SM representative to receive them but i won't be surprise if they do that...~~

just finished watch Hanazakari no Kimitachi e...woo~~~!!!
now what to watch???hmm...
anyways yesterday we cooked laksa and fry tempe until my right hand turned yellow cause of the tumeric powder (serbuk kunyit)...
right now i have nothing else to share...pissing myself off cause i have no idea watch to watch...

this post is only for atique<3

2009-12-13T20:10:00.003+08:00

atique since you love yamamoto yusuke to the max , i think you would like to watch Hanazakari no Kimitachi e...he's is one of the cast there...horikita maki is also one of them...i want you to watch the drama if you haven't yet...he's playing a character that is unimaginable...ahahah!!!
that's all...~~oh dear... getting addicted to j-drama...HELP!~~ because of atique without her i'll miss out things to watch...arigatou gouzaimasu for posting atashainci no danshi and seto koji pictures on your blog...chincha(really) komawayou (thank you)...

spazz spazz spazz

2009-12-12T22:10:00.008+08:00

i have successfully finished watching atashinci no danshi this afternoon...it's sad that there's only 11 episodes...~~i want more!!!~~...what is surprising is that ~~(spoiler)chisato is his(okaru[the deceased one]) daughter also...~~
although there's not much romance in that drama, what i wanted ***** ~~(spoiler) chisato x satoru or chisato x masaru or chisato x sho~~ actually happened...
and the funny part is when (spoiler)chisato saw masaru and satoru hugging each other in the sauna...she also thought that they like each other and accept their relationship as *cough**cough* ....ahaha ...she's very funny ~~i'm LOLing thinking back that specific scene~~ ...
atashinci no danshi is really a great drama cause there's a mixture of comedy and family drama ... there's one moment that i'd almost ~~cried...ALMOST~~ ...*sigh*
i think i want to re-watch it again...heheh... ^.-...

horikita maki-san is really small/short (but pretty!!!) compared to those guys around her (well...except akira hehe...) and she's around160cm ...that means i'm around her height and that i'll be a dwarf when i stood beside a >170 cm guy for goodness sake...and i thought that i'm already "tall" to be able to exceed above my sis height ~~by a little small bit~~...pshh...pissed off by that fact...
anyways, it's time for me to sleep...goodnight!!!

j-dorama

2009-12-11T21:31:00.003+08:00

whoaa~~it's been a long time since i've watched j-drama...i've stopped after watching hana kimi jap ver.
thanks to atiQue for posting about atashinci no danshi picture up on her blog today...right now i'm waiting for episode 4 to load ...ahaha....i'm addicted to that drama...i wished i become their 'mother' but i rather not...taking care of them will be such a BIG chore... i won't even have any patience left by then...i really like horikita maki's acting ever since in hana kimi...she's also very pretty...i've also watched kurosagi ~~completely~~ and nobuta wo produce ~~watched some~~ horikita maki was also in those dramas...

got to go...~~episode 4 of atashinci no danshi is waiting for me~~~!!!~~

is it truly december right now???

2009-12-11T17:40:00.003+08:00

it's very warm today...is it really December right now??? usually it's really cold and rainy during this season...
anyways since the computer in our room is being repaired right now, i will be sharing the comp that i'm using with her...so i won't be able to update my blog commonly...
that's all...

BONUS

2009-12-09T15:26:00.003+08:00

BONUS
wrong number and mirotic LIVE ~~not lip-syncing~~(very HQ/HD):

azurah must watch this...they did something at the end of their performance and i want you to tell me something that you saw on someone...this is very HD...it's easy to find something at the end of their performance...

lovely junsu singing timeless with changmin...:

that's it from me...this is rare posts cause i almost never post videos in my blog...

all about tvxq<----my favourite !!! + ambidextrous people

2009-12-09T14:33:00.006+08:00

i'm back!!!
just for today gonna post videos of my favourite artist they are not idols but artist...

firstly two A cappella sung by them:

~it's so hard to say goodbye, boys II men

and another

~towani,gospellers(an A cappella group from japan)

yesterday night i kept laughing like there's no tomorrow(and i'm laughing right now too) cause i was watching 3 videos
it's like eating different servings for me hahahah...

firstly a treat:

then the main course:(lower down your volume cause the fangirls in the videos are in fangirling mode with all those screaming and stuff...)

junsu i know you're really obsessed with dancing and you're really hardworking,but please pay attention to your surroundings will you???
luckily jae omma saves the day...jaejoong really knows how to save his members when it is really necessary...
junsu has this problem that he can't multi-task...he said it himself ...but i find it really confusing and amusing that he can sing and dance at the same time...

the videos that i want someone to watch:
rising sun(jaejoong with his infamous platinum hair)

O.jung.ban.hap which means "O" - Thesis. Antithesis. Synthesis or "O" - Justice. Opposition. Solution in English
it's about the global conflicts and a need for peace and resistance...

i find it amazing that this group is able to perform songs that is not always about love ~~i love you , you love me ,let us be together forever~~ kind of songs but about the problem we faced everyday...
i find it cool that three of them are ambidextrous (micky ,JUNSU, yunho)...they use their left hand to eat and do stuff while they write/draw using their right-hand...
i really want to be ambidextrous cause i can eat while i'm writing something...it's all about eating for me...hehe...^^''

VOOM not VROOM+KPOP has conquered BPP!!!

2009-12-06T14:06:00.006+08:00

this morning around 11 i went out to the mosque to pay for the madrasah fees by car (that means my sister was the one who drove it) ... actually i wanted to go alone because i must return my library books which is due tomorrow but my mom insist that my sister must ~~follow~~ accompany me to the library...so after my sis went to banquet to buy the family's breakfast we went to the BPP just to return my books...-.-''but then my sis wanted to go to mcdonalds to buy ice-cream sunday and shaker fries(i asked her to buy it) so she went to mcdonalds while i return the books...
on my way to the library i heard 2NE1's fire throughout the BPP and saw their MV on the first floor<----the people there were promoting their LCDs(i also saw NOBODY's MV >.<) ...i kept ~~laughing~~ giggling to myself...hahah....~~KPOP has conquered BPP~~!!! the last time i heard 2NE1 was when we (me,atique and azurah) went to LOT 1 to ~~loiter~~ around...
throughout the journey to and fro ,there's a lot of time when my sis says "VOOMkan baru tau" which means "i VROOM you then you know" because there's pedestrians who took their time crossing ~~leisurely~~ at the zebra-crossing while having the "i-don't-care-how-long-you've-waited-for-me-to-cross" look...i said to her that it's vroom not voom but she told me that the 'r' in vroom is really unnecessary as she is lazy to produce the 'r' sound...same goes to my bro's name zikri...we are used to call him "ziki" or just "ki" even though there's a "r" sound in his name...

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azurah still haven't update her blog ...i think she's very busy working...we didn't contact with each other the past five days...because of my low prepaid...hahah...

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atiQue: zakiah i noe u won't scold me cos u love me rite! hehe i'm gonna go update my blog ok so better dun annoy me anymore just give positive feedback!
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yar yar i love you so much that i won't bother to scold you...psh...-.-'''
i will give you positive feedback if you update your blog, or else there's nothing to tag in your tagboard!!!

my randomness has ended here....back to watch tvxq videos...

all about her(atiQue) + me + randomness

2009-12-05T13:39:00.003+08:00

doing my chores , playing the viva pinata on xbox 360,watching the tv and surfing the internet was what i did the four days...i didn't go out at all...these days can't just get any better...
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yesterday , i was just seeing whether my friends had any updates in their blog and i saw the atique's blog update was full of junho(2pm) pics...hehe...she really like...no...LOVES him...hahah...i can understand her...i'm also like her,posting videos of tvxq hahah...and i tagged her on her blog this:
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ctzee: eh...why you always post junho pics??? why no yunho and others ??? you junho-baised...hmmm...>.<

and this is what she replied in my blog today...:
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atiQue: aiyo this girl scold me anyhow at my blog. i got post other pics also but its in my older post. that was my first time posting junho pics wat. T_T
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actually i wasn't scolding her in the first place hor...i was just...hmm...how to say...complaining to her ... no larh... i was just trying to annoy her in that way...and i think she took it seriously that she thought i was scolding her...no way i can scold her in her blog...i would rather message her if i want to scold her...which i won't...why would i scold her if there's nothing to scold about...?aiyoh this girl ah...i 'smack' you then you know....-.-'''
btw atiQue are you working??? i'm just asking...
~~~~~

anyways yesterday i missed 2 days and 1 one night on kbs world...i heard my father,mybro and my sis laughing throughout the show...it must be very funny...how can i miss that show...aiyoh...right now i really have nothing to do...i'm just soompiing around soompi.com to find out the latest news about kpop...hahah...
siew hoon actually wanted me to work with her but i rejected cause my parents don't allow me to work at that places...not gonna tell where is that place...i wanted to accept the offer but it started early and i must wake up very very very early just to go to work...hahah...that is the reasons i had to reject her offer....
i feel that this post is really random...ahahah...

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waiting for:-
~reading the latest chapter of
-Skip Beat
-Reimei no Arcana <---did i got the name right???
-Kaichou wa Maid Sama
-Vampire Knight...i support zero x yuuki all the way...don't care about kaname
~KOUHAKU...TVXQ is performing!!!...woohoo!!!yay!!!
~XIAHZART...hahas...actually junsu<3 from Tvxq is the lead role for the MOZART musical next year even though i won't be able to go to korea and watch the performance...i'm still waiting for it...ahaha...
~meet my friends<3

and of course
~the comeback of 東方神起 as a whole(5ive)

that is all from me...
always keep the faith...

what a peaceful day today...

2009-12-01T16:17:00.003+08:00

today for brunch i ate white rice with anchovies and sambal goreng as well as 2 slices of pepperoni pizza...(i know it's a lot)
me and my siblings had a great time today as my sis played viva pinata and kept rambling about not taming a doenut(doe) throughout the time...
i didn't have the chance to play it in the morning...haiz...
right now there's no one in the living room...all of my family members are in their rooms respectively...i feel the house is very peace at this time of the day as usually we will be gathering in the living room watching tv and making a lot of noise...
hahaha...
piranhas...every time there's something edible and nice, we will eat them very fast that the rest won't even have a chance to sample the food...our cravings right now are jellies so at this point of the time my father would buy packs of jellies to be eaten in the next few days...won't believe? yesterday i've eaten 4 to 5 jellies..and also yesterday we ordered pizzas and 4 boxes of potato wedges...today there's no more potato wedges thanks to the three musketeers...
we are the one who finished the last box of the wedges...basically i ate the most...hahah...
i'm growing fat...hee~

peace <3
^^

it's her day today!!!

2009-12-01T15:57:00.005+08:00

born on 01121993...
AZURAH!!!my ultimate bestie ...HAPPY 16th Birthday!!!

i don't know why i feel really happy today...hahaz...
actually i wanted to wrote you a post all about you...but too bad...you are not gonna see it...muahahah...i'm not that sentimentalist okay???

it's your day today...how are you feeling???must be damn happy right???
i miss you terribly lerh...i remembered that your work will be after you birthday right???
aigoo...so sad...
have you came back from your malaysian trip???did you bring back souvenirs for me???yes??? no???

well... i wish you a happy 16th birthday okay???hope your wishes will come true...insyaallah...do your very best in everything you do and make everyone around you proud ...don't forget me later in the future since you are continuing your story of life...i am proud to be in a part of your story and i know that i won't be able to find anyone just like you very easily...please treasure the moments we spent together and maybe (just maybe) all those moments will bring a smile to your face...

do you feel old now???hahah...16 years' old teenage girl can't act like a child anymore hor nanti itu bermakne baby tua...hahah...

i hope you have the time to read my post...

here's a video for you from my fav. artist dbsk...BALLOONS MV.

2009-11-25T13:10:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO!!!
i'm really high today as i ate mcdonalds pancakes and KFCs chicken porridge for breakfast...
HUHUHU!!!

me and my sister went to BPP to buy breakfast and i saw that it was almost empty as it was early in the morning...also i saw my friend from religious class who was in a school uniform...hahah...and my friend is from my sister's secondary school...she said that luckily my friend didn't saw my sis wearing a t-shirt that has 'xxxx xxxxx(her school) shooting club' ...
funny...xp

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atiqah just relinked me in her blog...she had commented in my tagboard this:
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atique:i'm not your bestie so sad :(
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and this is what i reply:
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ctzee: i've just updated my blog with your link beside it...i forgot to put that beside...i'll put that asap okay???
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so sorry atiqah for not linking you as my besties...
to tell you the truth i really forgot about writing 'besties' beisde your name...
i was rushing the other day when i was choosing skin for my blog...
SORRY SORRY...mianhae...
to make it up to you, i put 'ultimate besties' beside your name and azurah's name...how about that???
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

other than that ...this is awkward to say but i've nothing to post today ....seriously...

i was just visiting my blog to see if there's any comments to be replied and tada!!!i knew i had/need to update my blog cause of link atique as my 'ultimate besties'...heheh

actually i have nothing to do now...to let the time pass, i'm watching a video ...hehehe

that's all...

disfigured eye and all about prata...

2009-11-09T13:12:00.003+08:00

okies...if i'm not wrong...this photo was taken on saturday 07112009...
do i look white??? cause i put too much talcum powder on my face...
very powderful...heheh

my disfigured left eye...hahah...i don't know what happen ...must have been rubbing my eye at that time...
i was shocked to find out that it is disfigured...but don't worry, it returned to normal since then...

*sigh*
i haven't eat my prata since i woke up...(yes...my current food obsession is prata,been eating them since one week???)
unfortunately my stomach doesn't seems to be hungry...
oh well ...better start eating the prata before my stomach becomes sick...i don't that to happen..NO!!!
lol...

sigh

2009-11-09T12:00:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!!

after more than one hour choosing the right skin, i have found one which is really simple and i like it ALOT!!!
hahah...

haven't went to facebook cause i've in blogger since i woke up...trying to find suitable skin for me to use...and also touching up on my profile and adding songs into my blog to make it much more livelier than yesterday...adding my friends' link to my blog is such a chore...haiz...

last day of the examination will on the next 2 days...which means freedom!!!
LOL can't wait for it to come...

i hope they can find my blog... better pass the message around...
till then...
have a nice day!!!

a NEW BLOG!!!

2009-11-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

hehe...people might not notice but i've deleted my old blog which is not updated for so long ...around 2 years or more than that...ahaha...
welcome to my new blog!!!
i'm living in the CT of muZEEc<---basically it's my title of my blog...nice right???
ahaha...i feel like i'm talking to myself...
hmm...what else??? oh yar...my blog add is http://ct-of-muzeec.blogspot.com if noticed it...
please remember my link!!!

to start my blog anew i'll put this video for you to see...
it will be the start of my new blog...

by my favourite artist TVXQ/DBSK/DBSG/THSK<3 , love in the ice... enjoy...