SALONPAS IS MY FRIEND!!! the randomness starts on Tuesday, April 13, 2010 11:39 PM
ahahah...sorry for the late update...
i'm lazy as always...
are you not gonna apologize me???
it's ok lol...
cause i've got my punishment...
MY BACK PAIN IS COMING BACK!!!
@$%$%&*!!!
but not to worry...
cause it's the reunion of the SALONPAS(koyot or heat patch) and me!!!
muahahah...!!!
my back is in pain cause of the heavy bag that i brought to poly on the induction programme day...there's laptop inside the bag that why it's heavy...
hey!!i made friends there!!!
it's funny cause some of them said that i look like a chinese at first...hmm...
it's not the first anyways...i've encouter people who thought that i was a chinese...
and they didn't approach me because of that...
PEOPLE!!! I'M KIND!!!
there was even a funny incident where a junior of mine asked me whether i was a peranakan...
i was like !!!!!...
ahahah...
kekeke...anyways, since i've got back pain, i complained a lot about it...and then my older sis said that i need my friend THE SALONPAS...
ahahah...
do you know she said that???
since i was in a symphonic band, i was a baritone saxophonist...
and the baritone saxophone was like gigantic for me...but i was a strong girl and persevere with the heavy mass of the saxophone...keke..i know i'm conceited...ahahha...
usually after a performance/exchange programme ,i would always paste SALONPAS on my back because of sore pains...
since then i made 'friends' with the SALONPAS...
THE END.
ahaha...how was it??? boring i know...keke...thanks for those who persevere through reading this post...ahaha....
see ya...
~back pain is UNBEARABLE~

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drinking a cup of tea the randomness starts on Tuesday, April 6, 2010 2:41 PM
i love tea!!!
wintermelon tea
chrysanthemum tea
green tea
lemon tea
peach tea
tea Tea TEA!!!
ahaha...
drinking a cup of tea now...*slurp*

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the randomness starts on Wednesday, February 10, 2010 10:05 PM
i just had to post this ...
YOOGEUN IS just TOO CUTE just look at his face...aigoo



haha... very large lung capacity indeed... wow amazing...
hear his scream - APPAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!~~~



he even make his own WAKE-UP song... 일어나(i reon na) means wake up in korean...



he says the rice cake is a snake...
ah...super duper cute...i want to pinch his cheek...so chubby...



just look at his expression after he did that...

CUTE...
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the randomness starts on Monday, February 8, 2010 8:11 PM
actually i'm lazy to update right now...but it's better to do it now than later right???
i'll be uploading pics some other time...too lazy liaos...

you know that on the tuesday (020109) was the OH JOONSUNG drama consert?
i went for it...kekeke...it was the second day of the concert actually...
me and my sis were sitting in the middle of 2nd row...it's very NEAR to the stage than we expected...LOLS...so when the concert starts we were listening to the ost songs from korean drama...to tell you the truth some of the audience were really rude cause they were screaming and making noises when they were not suppose to...
Mr. Joon Sung was funny during his talk...he kept saying ," i love singapore" a lot of times...and also said ,"SHINee my friend", "DBSK my friend" ..."lee minho not my friend"...ahaha...
so when Bobby Kim when out, my sis went to take a pic of him...he really looks good in real life...even though he was wearing sunglasses...and he can speak english very well too...

and then SHINee came...the whole hall was enveloped by the FANGIRLS SCREAMING, SCREECHING and more... and the funny thing was when they came out, we and most of the audience brought out their cameras and start to photographed them even though no photography or any recordings were allowed...and the officials there did not stop us from doing that...(this happened in the first day of the concert too)...JONGHYUN was standing right in our (me and my sis) view...i was like spazzing inside...

THEY LOOKed SUPER DUPER GOOD HANDSOME (and still are) IN REAL LIFE...it's like seeing the seven wonders...*spazz*

SHINee sang COUNTDOWN and STAND BY ME...
actually my sis wanted me to record a video of them with her phone but the stupid phone won't allow me to do that... so , i took out my phone in a super fast mode and took a video of them...but i only managed to took about 30 seconds only...one reason is that i saw jonghyun having a super sour face ... during the introduction and performing those songs, he was like singing with his head down looking at the floor...like he didn't want to be photographed...but the others were the exception...onew and key was like waving their arms side to side while taemin was doing little dances which was too cute... >.< ... i don't know if i was imagining but i had eye-contact TWICE with jonghyun while he was singing...*spazz*... my sis was much more lucky...actually when my sis looked at ONEW(her fav) doing some big actions, she were flailing all over which attract TAEMIN's attention for a while... asdasfhsguaadafsfsff this is so unacceptable *MAD* *MAD*...and she also said that she had an eye-contact with jonghyun too...

we knew most of the audiences wanted to come to this concert cause of SHINee, so we were expecting that those girls will escape out before the concert ends...it's super duper true...they went out before it ended which was totally rude of them to do so... this is because they thought that they would be able to get SHINee's signatures (like after the 1st day of the concert)...but they wrong...SHINee went straight to the airport and went back to Korea...being true human beings with the feeling of sympathy and having basic etiquette,most of the audience and us remained till the end of the concert and we were having so much fun singing , PARADISE and because i'm stupid with mr. joon sung...

since SHINee went back home , me and my sis thought that we were still be able to have BOBBY KIM's and the others' signatures (cause we were sure that those who only wanted SHINee's signature didn't bother to have the others' autograph)...but to our disappointment, BOBBY KIM also went back to Korea...so we took Mr. Oh Joon Sung, the back-up singers and Mario&'s autographs...
we were quite content to the extent that we took pictures of them...


the funny thing is since onew was my sister's favourite ,we were kind of expecting her taking loads and loads of ONEW pics but it wasn't lol...mostly were JONGHYUN's and TAEMIN's pictures...especially JONGHYUN's were the clearest among the clearest...
my sis even forgotten about taking MINHO's and KEY's pic(she took only one of each) cause they were too far away from our view...i can feel her sorrows...hahah....

i will update those pics and the 30s low quality video (which was recorded by yours truly) if i need/want to ...tag me if you want to see them...i'm sure am LAZY...ahaha...

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SHINee in SG airport the randomness starts on Saturday, January 30, 2010 3:58 PM
hehe...yesterday i went to the airport with my sis...it was a long way there...
we took the LRT then the MRT ,transfer here, transfer there... but i'm not complaining cause most of the time travelling to the airport , i found a place to sit...
we went to Terminal 2 arrival area belt 32 at around 6.30pm specifically and when we reached our destination, the place was already packed lol...but luckily, we found a place which is rather close to the barricade ( 2 heads away)...
and the funny thing is after a while, we suddenly realised that we were farther away than before(4 heads away from the barricade)...and the security helpers(?) kept pushing the barricades away which makes some of the fans angry...and the security there was tight too...

the arrival of the plane kept delaying, at first it was 8.22(?) and then 8.39 and after that it changed into 8.44 pm...i told my sis that the pilot don't know how to fly the plane that's why it kept delaying all the time...
we waited and waited and waited...we kept ourselves(cameras and phone) ready just to take a pic/video of them, while we waited, we saw a girl who had this hairstyle that totally make her really resembles KEY...haha...
at that time , my sis was on the verge of giving up taking pictures of SHINee, she said she wanted to take a picture of that 'key' girl...
but luckily she did not...she wants to save her face lol...

there's too many false alarm...so everytime the fans started shouting me and my sis kept raising our phones and camera in the air and kept sighing when there's no one out from that gate...
it really pissed us off(some of the fans ,including me and my sis)...
some of there fans that were surrounding us at that time were really friendly cause when we can't see the view, they would give us some space for us(CAUSE WE ARE SHORT-PEOPLE)...
...hehe...

for the first time, i thank GSS for teaching me the P word in P.R.I.D.E. which is perseverance...without it, i wouldn't have took the video...ahahhah

WARNING:LOWER DOWN YOUR VOLUME...the fangirls were screaming their lifes away...screaming like hell broke loose...


sorry for the low quality...but hey, it's better than nothing...

eheheh...sorry for the constant tilting and the shaking of the camera cause people start pushing and my sis started pulling me...
when SHINee came out from the arrival gate at 10 pm , i felt like someone has poked something in my ears...THE ENDLESS SCREECHING AND SCREAMING AND SHOUTING...you don't wanna go there at that time...btw,no, i was not the one screaming in that video...i think it's the person beside me who were screaming...that's why at the end of the video,it sounded like i was the one screaming...but i'm not...
and oh yeah, my sis did took a photo of onew...
look at the bottom-left of the pic...as you can see, that guy became a new fanboy of SHINee or maybe onew....hehehe...new fanboy on the list...

i can't imagine i missed my favourite out...he was walking soo damn fast larh...seriously...
the one with a black hat is jonghyun while the want wearing a green hoodie is KEY...
minho wearing a red cap was surprising SHORT(not short short but short tall...you know what i mean)...shorter than the man beside him...
by the time they went pass, people started pushing us away to get close to those guys...
but one person still haven't come out yet...
our dubu(tofu) leader ONEW...hehe...when all those front people went out, we rushed to their place and you know what, i was so damn close to ONEW when he passed...the only barrier is the barricade and nothing else...how cool is that?ahaha...but i saw that onew was kinda limping on the way out...
fans in SHINee forum said that yoogeun(hello baby's baby) also came to singapore but i kinda missed him too...he was in a stroller with his mom pushing it...are there gonna film hello baby here??
heheh...
it was worth while waiting for around 3 hours for them...
i can see that ONEW is really shining at that time even though he's in pain...take care of yourself kkay???
after they were gone i was like still star-strucked by them and kept watching the video over and over(still doing it right now) and i even called my mom to tell all the events that happened ...

right now i am still spazzing...hehehe...
HELLO AND WELCOME SHINEE AND YOOGEUN TO SINGAPORE!!!have a nice trip here...
OMG...we are sharing the same air and land together...and since Singapore is a small country, i can feel the 'closeness' between me and them...ahaha


and i just wanna thank those who went out to see the other 4 before their leader came out...
without them leaving their space,and me snatching their place away, i would not be THAT close to onew...kekeke....

that's all...

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can't take it the randomness starts on Wednesday, January 27, 2010 11:15 PM
today was the most heartbreaking day i've had ever experience...
i don't know why but even though i got through the choice i wanted, there's still something in me feels really unsure about this...i am still trying to find the reason for my moodiness right now...

even the feeling of happiness was short-lived after i've answered a call.
the caller seems to have had a rough day today...
not being able to make her feel better , i asked my friends to try to cheer her up even a little...
it seems that even though she is feeling kinda better, i am still feeling worried on whether will she be able to cope with this situation...
after dealing with that, my other friend told me that , she really feel that she cannot tahan(stand) her mother's nagging...
i don't even know what to do and simply replied ,"don't be like that lar" which i think doesn't help her at all larh...
which is why i don't like it when my friends are having problems, cause when they are sad/disappointed or whatever, i'm feeling the same thing...

i'm actually wearing a mask, a facade, today...people around may feel that i'm feeling fine but i'm not... seriously, i'm not...
cause i am feeling inferior right now...it just came out unexpectedly...
this is so making me stressed out...
i hope i will be feeling better tomorrow...
i hate this kind of feeling... it sucks to the core

sometimes i just wished that i have no emotions at all...

to the point that i can't take it anymore...




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the randomness starts on Monday, January 25, 2010 2:00 PM
I AM SO SORRY

i thought it was today that they were going out together,
to my horror, it was not...
it will be on Wednesday...

i don't know anything
about this at all...
and i think that i will get blamed after they found out that i was the one who spilled the beans...
i am so gonna get it from them...
i don't know what to do right now...
i hope she will not notice that something is going to happen today...
i am terribly sorry
...



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